Nieven Chen
i am sorry that i disapointed you,
i just thought that you should know the truth
this is something we been through before,
but nothing really makes sense anymore
i just feel so alone
i wish i could just let go of it
i wish i could end it all,
i told the pill will help me reduce my stress
but it does not help at all...

i had try myself to be the best for u
but it only added stress to u
i sorry that i hurt & stress u up
but u need to know the truth
i feel sick everyday gastric,headache everytime when we had argue
is just like HELL burning me
sorry for letting u down again
and i no u very stress on me now
cause i had create a a nightmare for both of us
i wish i could control the time
i would like 2 have the second chances
just to work things well properly..
because i alway wanted 2 see My Babygirl Smile everyday and night








Sorry this will be the blog that Jack Wrote..
Because Jack just wish that 1 day she will forgive me...

♥Dear I Love You♥

you cannot see the pain deep inside my heart

i alway smile infront of you whenever you were so close with other guy

but inside me ,is just like fire burning my heart

you will never no how much i love you

even if i told u that how much i willing 2 sacrified for you

you will never understand

because u never love someone as much as I Love You

but no matter how you treat me.Babygirl I still love you more

"◕_◕" Lonely

Today is 21 June 2009/Sunday
Dear today is father day and every1 should be at home celebrate with their family
I understand that today is not a right time 2 ask u come out but i just cant control myself
because:

I miss Dear smile
I miss Dear care
I miss Dear kiss
I miss Dear hug
I miss the way u lay your head to my arms
I Love you so much that i dont 1 to be alone because is scary,helpless & so lonely

Ouch Ouch =_(

I wanted to let u no that u are amazing & i wanted to share with u
that you forever in my dream & Heart

Dear i no this sound crazy but is all coming from my heart that i wanted 2 tell u tonight but i scare u will cry again =_( sorry ya

You dont no how you make me feel so great and wonderful abt you
when i was unhappy or i felt so stress u always cheer me up that
every word coming out from u lips bring me a smile to my heart
and this make me wanted to tell u that Babygirl u are so wonderful
everytime we hang around together.

Babygirl i dont care how far apart we are now or what is going wrong
because this doesnt stop me from waiting 2 kiss you

Babygirl when u unhappy or if u got some problem that does not no how 2
solve it do u mind 2 share with me because
i wanted 2 understand more about you

I love you with all my heart & i wanted u to trust me just like i trust u

I LOVE U Nieven Chen

My Babygirl

Sorry sometime i make u cry
sorry sometime i make u felt guilty
sorry sometime i asked 2 much

there are cruel words you might say
that had cause me hurt so badly
but no matter what
i will always love you

That night i make u cry
your tear make me felt that i hurt u so much
your tear make me felt so badly abt myself
no matter who fault was it
but no matter what
i will always love u

Babygirl
dont care abt what other say
dont care abt how other feel
just enjoy yourself
as long u dont get hurt
as long u happy
as long nothing bothering u
i will be happy for u =p


(sometime i lie that telling u i really nothing,i happy and many more all this is not because i begin selfish that i dont 1 share my feeling 2 u is just because i love u so much that i dont 1 2 see tear drop from u beautiful eye)

Babygirl i wish u will alway hug me like that night 13 June 2009
so i just put the date 2 keep me remember forever

yesterday i went up to GENTING with (secret)
we were safe because my rx8 did not HEAT UP the tempreture were 120 degree we safety reach to highland.Kinda scary if the temp go up more then 130

AFTER I reach carpark i feel that my car brake are kinda week all of the sudden!!I park my car and take a look on my break HOLY SHIT PLENTY OF CARBON ON IT(so black and dusty)

WARNING:Never use STOCK brake PAD on your car BECAUSE IT SUCK!!! it make a lot of carbon on it and it will make u have less breaking if u dont feel like cleaning u car often!!

FIRST WORLD
i park my car and she took photo shot on the carpark to make sure we dont forget where we park our car =.= if i no guess wrong i think it was B3 =.=
we take the lift up 2 the first floor we been walking around and felt kinda bored so i asked her if she wanna go casino with me!!but she dont felt like it so i asked her where should we go she had bring me to a places called LAO TI FANG (OLD PLACED that she used to gather with fren)
when reach there i feel that it was kinda bored & cold!! but after awhile my feeling change to more RELAX,WARM,TOUCH,CARE & LOVE.Other maybe will feel bored because we did not talk much that time but i just hug her more then an hour
(damm she is really a good pillow) XD love it so much XD

BLA BLA 9.30 time for dinner BACK to carpark she started BULLY me because she no that i alway forget where or how to get back 2 the carpark =.= but lucky we did walk much around in genting that time that why i still be able to remember where the carpark is... hahaha

TAKING DINNER(3 DISH)
so hungry but my stomach dont feel very well because i have not eaten my Lauch
A FISH,3 Peice Meat and a TI PAN TOFU

SHE realize i alway not feeling well if i did not take my food ON time force me 2 buy Medical oil i said dont 1 but she said she need it because she not feeling well 2 =.=
!!!SWEET & LOVELY!!!
I HATE MEDICAL OIL(FONG YOU)

she willing to rub the medical oil on my stomach but i feel damm paisehh i REJECT
(DAMM WHAT WAS I THINKING I SHOULD SAID YESS PLEASE)
She rub the medical on her hand and asked me to deeply breath on it!!! YUCKKK!!! FONG YOU STINK LIKE HELL!!! but it make me feel better and also i started to like the medical oil SMELL maybe is because the sweetness smell come from her hand(GOD HAND) =.=

IF she READ this BLOG SHE WILL CHOP ME TO PEICES because talk 2 many nonsense but (secret)if u read this blog i 1 let u no that u truly a sweet and lovely person

TRULY IN LOVE WITH SOME 1 like you